Life is Great

Life is great. Three words. Simple, yet sophisticated. There are so many problems in life, so how is it possible for us to say the three words so easily? But when we think back, when we are at the crests of our lives, we always manage to say "life is great" without much of an effort. When we are at the troughs, why are we weeping? There are so many great things in our life; we just have to discern them from the problems that blind us. Be glad for the blessings, and not to blame for the problems. Life is great.

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For the first time, a movie made me cried. I forgot how many times I cried, but i guess I am just finding a medium to release my own feelings. So hard is it to let the feelings go, that I know deep inside that I can never really do so.

How do you look at the girl that you love, and tell yourself that it's the time to walk away?  ~The Vow.

The Hardest Thing on Earth

The hardest thing on earth, is to change people's mind. How hard is it to get people to join a fun trip to cameron highlands. I mean, logically, it should be fun. The place is nice, the weather is cool.. Sigh, why is it that hard? People in my gang are segregated into a few smaller gangs. This did not exist last year. Why are things changing? Why do people change? I got tired of asking people to go, so in the end, yeah, I give up. Go if you want to, don't go if you don't want to. Save money if you want to, don't save if you don't want to. Stay in your hostel. Stay in your home. Stay wherever you are. Zzz... Come to think of it, I am not even the person who is organizing this. Why should I care? I feel like I am trying to mend a hole whose size I don't even know of. Something untouchable. Something abstract. What am I trying to do? Sigh.

Blocked.

I couldn't really believe it. She blocked me from her blog. That's the last thing that I want to hear. Yet, that is the fact. Well, that is it then. It all comes to an end. Forgive, and FORGET.

Summary of The Holiday

So, I didn't manage to achieve all the things that I have planned beforehand. In fact, I only did number 1 and 2. Pathetic isn't it? But well, I think my album of Sibu is quite a success. Manage to promote Sibu and show my friends my beloved hometown. It might be small, but it's definitely a nice place to stay in.

And well, summer semester kicked off with a boring lecture. Guess I will be really free this two months. Not really sure what to do. But yeah, gonna try to fill my time with some beneficial things. Mother's Day is coming soon. Still figuring out how to make the Mother's Day card.

Something random. I finally let go. Holding on is tiring. I guess it's time to take a long, long rest. Meanwhile, I hope I can plunge deeper into my faith. Gonna learn how to entrust everything into God's hands, and when I say everything, it means everything. Even if things and people around me are changing, one thing will remain unchanged. Even if the whole world collapses, one thing will remain standing. My faith.

Plans

So, final exam is coming. And after that, one week of holiday. Gonna draft out some plans here. Hopefully I will be able to carry out most of them.

The first thing that I am going to do when I reach Sibu is to get a good, good rest. A rest that can supply me all the energy to do the following things:
1. Make a photo album of the nice places in Sibu.
2. Create a simple webpage for the group that I initiated in my program back in INTEC, known as American-Bound Camaraderie Association (ABCA). Complete the features of the Facebook page of this group.
3. Revamp the Facebook page "Sky Photography".
4. Organize the photo albums on my Facebook profile.
5. Modify this blog.

That's all for the time being. Further spontaneous plans will be carried out on the spot. Praying for a good final exam and a great holiday ahead. Cheers.

Letting Go, Moving On.

Tired of thinking over and over again. Guess I should just let go and let things flow. Not that I have lost that feeling, just that I got tired of trying so hard to hold on. Maybe things are just not meant to be. Letting go is hard, especially when you have sacrificed almost everything and now you got nothing much left. But I guess if this continues nothing will change. Might as well pick myself up and start again from scratch. God, please give me the strength to carry on. Finished countless tests and quizzes. Assignments and presentations coming up next. 2 universities have admitted me so far. 3 more to go. Two of the three, I want to go. Hopefully I can get one of those. If not, I will have a hard time deciding. Sigh, life is always, always about decisions. Who am I going to be? God please show me your great plan.