Tired

It was really tiring to go through the ups and downs in life. But somehow without those tribulations I will never change into a better person. Remaining optimistic is hard especially in times when all odds are against you. But I learnt never to give up hope, because in God there is always, always hope. Going through exams, assignments, video shooting, university application problems, and etc. It's tiring, but building. Hope that this semester will end soon. I really need a break from this hectic life. I miss home.

D90

Have always wanted to have a DSLR. Craved for one ever since I picked up the interest in photography last year. And well, dad bought me one! Couldn't really explain how this feels, especially when he wanted that camera himself last time but ended up he didn't buy. Guess I am feeling a bit guilty. Okay, not just a bit. But well, I will try to coax my siblings into buying another better DSLR for daddy. Haha.. Too bad that camera is at home now. Can't touch it until I go back. Can't wait. At last, a reason for me to smile? Life moves on. Gonna change, change, and change. I believe God will prepare a path for me. A path that no one could ever have imagined. A genuine smile :)

Smile

I wonder, is it really good to smile even if your heart is not doing so? How fake are my smiles? Haha..why is it so hard? :)

An Anniversary

It has been a year. Almost a year I mean. 3131212. I guess this set of numbers will forever remain in my brain. Sometimes, having a good memory is not good. It kills. Maybe it'll feel good to reminisce all those sweet memories, but it's excruciating to have flashbacks of those that can rip your heart open. Only one person will be able to decipher this set of number other than me. One and only one. Happy Anniversary to you.

Goodbye

I guess my heart will never be the same again. It will heal eventually, no doubt. But i guess that particular compartment will forever remain empty for you. Goodbye...

Life moves on...

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If it's yours, it will come back; if not, just let it go.

Funny how people always think this is right. It is just a quote, nothing else. In life, quotes are everywhere. But most of them are created by people to console broken souls. More than often, people tend to take things for granted. Once you let it go, it might never come back. Unless you find it back. But I guess you won't be able to.

Magnificent Sunrise

Witnessed the most beautiful sunrise in my life this morning. The streaks of red and yellow and blue made the sky look so wonderful :)

Took this at the balcony outside my dorm.

Took this after I reached my school.

Life Projector

Life is like a projector. Sometimes it flickers, and you'll be checking whether the connections are right. Sometimes it goes off, and you'll be thinking that your life is doomed. But more than often, it experiences a black-out simply because it needs a rest, simply because the bulb is too hot.

Life Journal

Life is a journal. We are never the writers, merely the translator. God is the writer. We can never expect what will happen tomorrow or even the next second, but I believe and have faith in what God has prepared for us. He always does. In the face of difficulty, we always survive. In the face of disasters, we always make it through. Is it by chance? No, I believe not. There are too many miracles around us to be counted as chances. In every single thing that takes place, there is always a purpose behind.